冷暖自知

终于又可以赤着脚在房间里走来走去爬上爬下。

终于又可以拉开冰箱就有雪糕可以吃，抱着半边西瓜看电视。

终于又可以安静坐在从前的书桌前，用旧时的钢笔看书写字。

终于又可以在自己的房间里公放着喜欢的音乐和电影而不担心会打搅到谁。

终于又可以自如地舒展身体，在床上，沙发上，椅子上，房间里。

终于，总是缺失的安全感得到了满足。在这里我是安全的。我不再想争得什么，也不担心失去。...

且让我今晚对你感情丰沛。

写给亲爱的小心仔。

尼采说，当你凝视深渊的时候，深渊也在凝视你。

我想，当我凝视你的时候，你也在凝视我。

愿这个夏天平安，别再折腾了。

to look life in the face,

always to look life in the face until know it for what it is,

then last to know it,

to love it for what it is and then to put it away.

always the years between us,

always the years,

always the love,

always the hours.

被刽子手砍下了人头
魂魄还能留恋最后九秒
第七秒时突然从梦中惊醒
这一切没有想象得那么糟

最近的时间如通货膨胀，面值不小，花起来却飞快。

最近忙的事罗列起来又是一篇流水账，时间被分成小块然后填满，听歌看动漫的娱乐文艺之事其实都在往后搁，但手边的书没有停过，并且不再着急着赶着到达结尾。自知积蓄沉淀真的太少，慢慢一点一点地去填补，一直在看书确是很好的状态。有一本书，每天惦记着，每天翻上几页，心底就有了某种微妙的闲适，生活即...

一、开卷有益

二、无逻辑的叫嚣

三、高压低温 天气转冷

小资产阶级的悠闲生活已离我远去，我将如无产阶级般为共产主义的明天奋斗。

 

神爱世人，我爱你们。

The fish is small, human-like animal which is found in BNU. When the rumor came into Room 106 that the fish had decided to study English as its minor subject, it was not taken seriously. However, as the evidence began to accumulate, 伪experts from Room 106 felt obliged to persuade it to give up….The suasion went on for several days, but the cornered fish didn’t give in. It is disturbing to think that a dangerous domestic animal is still at large in the crowded BNU